But I walk about the room, more and more indignant and ashamed of the pitiful part which I am playing:
"Do you remember, a little while ago, he came to me and said that he longed so for the country and asked if we couldn't go there for a little? There were horses and cows and green fields to be read in his eyes. Well, I couldn't leave my work. And I couldn't afford it. So I treated him to a shabby and high-class sermon about the tailor to whom I owed money. Don't you understand that I let my little boy do _my_ work, that I let him pay _my_ debt? . . ." I bend down over her and say earnestly, "You must know; do please tell me--God help me, I do not know--if I ought not rather to have paid my debt to the boy and cheated the other?"
She says it in such a way and looks at me with two such sensible eyes and is so strong and so true that I suddenly think things look quite well for our little boy; and I become restful and cheerful like herself:
"Let Petersen and Nielsen and Hansen look out!" I say. "My little boy, for what I care, may take from them all the English and geography and history that he can. But they shall throw no dust in his eyes. I shall keep him awake and we shall have great fun and find them out."
"And I shall help him with his English and geography and history," says she.
Minor variations in spelling and punctuation have been preserved.
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