I beg your pardon, Sir (_withdrawing again_).
No, no! Stay! It is just as well that you should disturb me. What do you want?
I have heard some very good news from Betty, and have come to wish you happiness.
On the reconciliation with her father, I suppose you mean? I thank you.
If it means to do so,--you see, Norton, I am just towards myself--it certainly does not mean it for my sake.
No, no; if you feel that, then it will be for your sake also.
For my Sara's sake alone. If its vengeance, already armed, could spare the whole of a sinful city for the sake of a few just men, surely it can also bear with a sinner, when a soul in which it finds delight, is the sharer of his fate.
You speak with earnestness and feeling. But does not joy express itself differently from this?
Joy, Norton? (_Looking sharply at him_.) For me it is gone now for ever.
The reproach which I had to hear this morning of having made myself a participator in your crimes, because I had been silent about them, may excuse me, if I am less silent henceforth.
I will not forget that I am a servant, and a servant, alas, who might be something better, if he had lived for it. I am your servant, it is true, but not so far as to wish to be damned along with you.
Because I am not a little astonished to find you different from what I expected.
Will you not inform me what you expected?
It is only the common herd who are beside themselves immediately when luck smiles on them for once.
Perhaps, because the common herd still have the feelings which among greater people are corrupted and weakened by a thousand unnatural notions. But there is something besides moderation to be read in your face--coldness, irresolution, disinclination.
And if so? Have you forgotten who is here besides Sara? The presence of Marwood----
Could make you anxious, I daresay, but not despondent. Something else troubles you. And I shall be glad to be mistaken in thinking you would rather that the father were not yet reconciled. The prospect of a position which so little suits your way of thinking----
Norton, Norton! Either you must have been, or still must be, a dreadful villain, that you can thus guess my thoughts. Since you have hit the nail upon the head, I will not deny it. It is true--so certain as it is that I shall love my Sara for ever so little does it please me, that I _must_--_must_ love her for ever! But do not fear; I shall conquer this foolish fancy. Or do you think that it is no fancy? Who bids me look at marriage as compulsion? I certainly do not wish to be freer than she will permit me to be.