I have several times been tempted to go to Cowes to have the honour to present my respects to the Emperor, but have feared to be troublesome.
Mr. ---- having sent for me and asked me whether, because of a letter received from the Emperor, he ought to change what had been arranged between us with regard to payments, I replied that I did not know, but that it seemed to me that in the letter the purchase of newspapers had been mentioned, and that he would be able to settle the question at the rendezvous at M. Rouher’s to which he is invited for September 12.
He then added: “I shall arrange to pay a larger amount at one time for the needs of the cause and the purchase of newspapers.”
I take the liberty of again repeating to your Majesty that it is here only a question of _subscription_, and not a _loan_; and if I dwell on this point it is because I desire to make it plain that I have never departed from the letter of the mission confided to me.
I intend leaving London for five or six days, but if your Majesty had any command or instructions for me, I should be happy to get a telegram, and to delay my departure, which was to be to-morrow, Saturday, evening.
My journey is connected with the reappearance of my paper; for I was obliged to give up the plans of the “International,” partly because promises have not been kept, and partly in order to separate myself from a circle which might have injured our cause.
_Telegram to “Comte de Pierrefonds.”_[146]
_From Count de La Chapelle to Comte de Pierrefonds, Marine Hotel, Cowes (Isle of Wight)._
Have seen Mr. ----, and have arranged matters with him. Shall write particulars by next post.
Received telegram. Could not meet yet Mr. ----. Shall endeavour to see him to-night, and shall telegraph his answer.
_“Before long I will give you the Highest Mark of Confidence.”--Napoleon III._
_To His Highness the Prince Imperial of France._
Being entirely deprived of the happiness of seeing your Highness, I take the liberty of addressing these few words to you.
His Majesty the Emperor was kind enough to count on my devotion, and until a few days ago[147] I was honoured by His friendship and His valued confidence.
I loved the Emperor with all my soul. He commanded my life, and He knew it.