There down the margins I was wont to note Each torment grim that crushed me like a vice: The paste my hurrying thoughts could hardly float.

To make an O, I dipped the splinter thrice In that thick mud; worse woe could scarcely grind Spirits in hell debarred from Paradise.

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Seeing I’m not the first by fraud confined, This I’ll omit; and once more seek the cell Wherein I rack for rage both heart and mind.

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I praise it more than other tongues will tell; And, for advice to such as do not know, Swear that without it none can labour well.

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Yet oh! for one like Him I learned but now, Who’d cry to me as by Bethesda’s shore: Take thy clothes, Benvenuto, rise and go!

Credo I’d sing, Salve reginas pour And Paternosters; alms I’d then bestow Morn after morn on blind folk, lame, and poor.

Ah me! how many a time my cheek must grow Blanched by those lilies! Shall I then forswear Florence and France through them for evermore? [4]

If to the hospital I come, and fair Find the Annunziata limned. I’ll fly: Else shall I show myself a brute beast there. [5]

These words flout not Her worshipped sanctity, Nor those Her lilies, glorious, holy, pure, The which illumine earth and heaven high!

But for I find at every coign obscure Base lilies which spread hooks where flowers should blow Needs must I fear lest these to ruin lure. [6]

To think how many walk like me in woe! Born what, how slaved to serve that hateful sign! Souls lively, graceful, like to gods below!

I saw that lethal heraldry decline From heaven like lightning among people vain; Then on the stone I saw strange lustre shine.

The castle’s bell must break ere I with strain Thence issued; and these things Who speaketh true In heaven on earth, to me made wondrous plain. [7]

Next I beheld a bier of sombre hue Adorned with broken lilies; crosses, tears; And on their beds a lost woe-stricken crew. [8]

I saw the Death who racks our souls with fears; This man and that she menaced, while she cried: “I clip the folk who harm thee with these shears!”

That worthy one then on my brow wrote wide With Peter’s pen words which-for he bade shun To speak them thrice-within my breast I hide. [9]

Him I beheld who drives and checks the sun, Clad with its splendour ‘mid his court on high, Seld-seen by mortal eyes, if e’er by one. [10]