This reflection is also calculated to excite our attention to the duties of this holy season, { 89a} prescribed by the Church for our christian improvement; the duties of self-examination and repentance. Convinced, that every wilful sin renders us unworthy of acceptance with that God, “who is of purer eyes than to behold iniquity,” let us retire into our chamber and take our private hour, and cast a searching eye over our character and life, intent upon discovering every stain and blemish; let us “see if there be any wicked way in us,” and pray fervently to be “led into the way everlasting.” { 89b} Let the sinfulness of our condition by nature, the sinfulness of our thoughts and words and works, pass in review before us; nor let the soul ever rest content, till we have made our peace with God;—by an humble abasement under the sense of our undeservings; by unfeigned sorrow for the past; by a holy, steady, entire resolution, to watch more carefully, and walk more circumspectly; by laying aside “every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us.” { 90a}
When we duly think of the long-suffering and forbearance of our offended Father; of His great mercy in “sparing us when we deserved punishment;” sparing us to repent of our faults and follies, to advance in holiness and righteousness, to further the everlasting interest of the soul; surely we shall then be penetrated with a deep sense of the divine compassion; and the goodness of God “will answer its blessed purpose and lead us to repentance.” { 90b} ‘How can I persist in abusing the patience which has borne with me so long? How shall I continue to neglect any duty, which so merciful a God has commanded, for the edification and salvation of my soul? How shall I rebelliously cherish any sinful indulgence, which is opposed to His holy law; and thus forfeit my claim to that heavenly inheritance, which my Saviour has died to procure for the true believer, for the penitent and contrite in heart? How can I do less than abhor the sin, which His blood was shed to expiate and cleanse away; less, than delight and advance in the way of righteousness which He has opened to me;’ even till “I come unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ.”