She met me in the garden. We sat down by the gate, from which vantage point we had a good view of the Campagna. When you gaze at the Campagna you cannot prattle nonsense. No, it was she who gazed at the Campagna and I gazed into her eyes--clear to the seventh sky, where you end the count of your heavens. We were silent or--if you regard the following as conversation--we spoke:

"Yes, those are the mountains of Albania. And there--is Tivoli."

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She picked out little white houses in the distance and pointed them out to me and I felt a peculiar calm and joy in Maria's gaze. The suspicious resemblance of Maria to the Madonna no longer troubled me: how can I possibly be troubled by the fact that you resemble _yourself_? And came a moment when a great peace of mind descended upon _me_. I have no words of comparison whereby to reveal to you that great and bright calm.... I am forever conjuring up before me that accursed schooner with its lowered sails, on which I never really sailed, for I am afraid of seasickness! Or is it because on this night of my loneliness, my road is being illuminated by the _Star of the Seas_? Well, yes, I was a schooner, if you so desire it, and if this is not agreeable to you I was _All_. Besides I was _Nothing_. You see what nonsense emerges out of all this talk when Wondergood begins to seek words and comparisons.

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I was so calm that I even soon began to gaze into Maria's eyes: I simply _believed_ them. This is deeper than mere gazing. When necessary I shall find those eyes again. In the meantime I shall remain a schooner with sails lowered. I shall be _All_ and I shall be _Nothing_. Only once did a slight breeze stir my sails, but only for a moment: that was when Maria pointed out the Tiberian road to me, cutting the green hills like a white thread, and asked whether I had ever traversed it before.

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"I often gaze upon this road and think that it must be extremely pleasant to traverse it by automobile."

"Oh, yes, Signorina, very swift! But those," I continued in gentle reproach, "who are themselves limitless distances and endlessness are in no need of any movement."

Maria and an automobile! A winged angel entering a trolley car for the sake of speed! A swallow riding on a turtle! An arrow on the humpy back of a hod carrier! Ah, all comparisons lie: why speak of swallows and arrows, why speak of any movement for Maria, who embraces all distances! But it is only now that I thought of the trolley and the turtle. At that time I felt so calm and peaceful, I was deep in such bliss that I could think of nothing except that countenance of eternity and undying light!