"Bear down," said the staff doctor kindly, and before she could answer, the pain came up like violins and she had to gulp at the tingly coldness of laughing gas.

When the mask lifted, she said, "I _am_ bearing down," but the doctor had gone back to work and wasn't listening.

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Anyhow, she had Leo. _How are you feeling?_

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His answer was muddled--because of the anesthetic?--but she didn't really need it. Her perception of him was clear: darkness and pressure, impatience, a slow Satanic anger ... and something else. Uncertainty? Dread?

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"Two or three more ought to do it. Bear down."

Fear. Unmistakable now. And a desperate determination--

"Seems that way sometimes, doesn't it? Now bear down good and hard."

_Tell him stop blurrrr too dangerrrr stop I feel worrrr stop I tellrrrr stop_

"Bear down," the doctor said abstractedly.

Faintly, like a voice under water, gasping before it drowns: _Hurry I hate you tell him sealed incubator tenth oxygen nine-tenths inert gases hurry hurry hurry_

"An incubator!" she panted. "He'll need an incubator ... to live ... won't he?"

"Not this baby. A fine, normal, healthy one."

_He's idiot lying stupid fool need incubator tenth oxygen tenth tenth hurry before it's_

The doctor was holding him up by the heels, red, wrinkled, puny. But the voice was still there, very small, very far away: _Too late same as death_

Then a hint of the old cold arrogance: _Now you'll never know who killed Cyrus._

The doctor slapped him smartly on the minuscule behind. The wizened, malevolent face writhed open, but it was only the angry squall of an ordinary infant that came out.

Leo was gone, like a light turned off beneath the measureless ocean.

End of Project Gutenberg's Special Delivery, by Damon Francis Knight