Lilian felt as if the entire hotel had trembled under her feet, but she gave no sign of shock; she desired the brandy, if it was to be had. "Us girls"!
"You _are_ French, aren’t you? I only ask because you speak English so well."
After a moment the girl replied, her head buried in a drawer:
"You bet I’m French. My mother sent me to a convent in London so as I could learn English properly. It was one of them boarding convents where you’re free to do what you like so long as you’re in by seven o’clock. They wanted a few French girls for the chorus of a revue at the Pavilion. Soon as I got in there I never went back to the convent, and I’ve never seen ma since, either. I was in that chorus for a year. Oh!" She produced an ingenious and costly travelling spirit-case, and then searched for the key of it.
"I wish I could speak French half as well as you speak English."
"If I had half your face and your figure I’d give all my English to anybody that cared to have it. Oh! Damn the key! Excuse me. Here you are." She offered the disengaged flask. "Now you go along and take what you want, and bring me the flask back."
She stood in front of Lilian, who rose. She was as flat as Milly Merrislate, and neither tall nor graceful. Every lineament of the pert face so heavily masked in paint and powder, every gesture, the too bright stockings, the gilded shoes, the impudent coiffure, the huge and flashy rings, the square-dialled wrist-watch--all were crudely symptomatic of an ingrained and unalterable vulgarity. Lilian was absolutely unable to understand how any man, however coarse and cynical, could find any charm of any kind in such a girl. But Lilian did not know that intense vulgarity is in itself irresistible to certain amateurs of women, and she was far too young really to appreciate the sorcery of mere lithe youthfulness.
"Why! What is it?" Lilian exclaimed, as she took the flask.
Tears were ravaging the cheeks of the benefactress.
"Oh! Damn!" The benefactress stamped her foot, and raised her thin, loose, bare shoulders. "Gambling’s it. I always lose here. It’s all shemmy here, and when you win at shemmy you take other people’s money, not the bank’s, and that puts me off like at the start. And you never win if you don’t feel as if you were going to. I was at Monte Carlo last week, and you sh’d’ve seen me at roulette, taking the casino money. I couldn’t do wrong. But I had to come back here, and there you are! Lost it all and a lot more!" She was speaking through her tears. "Cleaned out to-night! Naked! You see, it’s like this. Gambling gives you an emotion. It’s the only thing there is for that--I mean for me.... Did you see that fat beast speak to me to-night in the casino? Well, he said something to me and offered me ten thousand francs, and I slapped his face for him in the entrance-hall. He knew I was stony. I was a fool. Why shouldn’t I have done what he wanted? What’s it matter? But no! I’m like that, and I slapped his face, and I’d do it again, I would!! He’s Scapini, you know, the biggest shareholder in both the big hotels here. I tore it, I did! And, would you believe, I’d no sooner got in here afterwards than the manager told me I must leave to-morrow morning. It was all over the place as quick as that! I’ve only got to go to Paris to get all the money I want. Yes. But I’d sell myself for a year to be able to pay my bill straight off in the morning and cheek ’em. It’ll be near a thousand francs, and I haven’t got ten francs, besides having the whole bally town against me." She laughed and threw her head back. "Here! You go along. Don’t listen to me. It’s not the first time, neither the last. Go along now."