“Sit down then this instant, and write,” said Lady Barbara, with her Diana face and cool way, the most terrible of all.
Kate sulkily obeyed, but as she seated herself, muttered, “I shall say you won’t let me go near them.”
“Write as I tell you.—My dear Mrs. Wardour—”
“I fear you may be expecting to see me on Monday—”
“Write—I fear you may be expecting me on Monday, as something passed on the subject at Bournemouth; and in order to prevent inconvenience, I write to say that it will not be in my power to call on that day, as my aunt had made a previous engagement for me.”
“I am sure I sha’n’t say that!” cried Kate, breaking out of all bounds in her indignation.
“Recollect yourself, Lady Caergwent,” said Lady Barbara calmly.
“It is not true!” cried Kate passionately, jumping up from her seat. “You had not made an engagement for me! I won’t write it! I won’t write lies, and you sha’n’t make me.”
“I do not allow such words or such a manner in speaking to me,” said Lady Barbara, not in the least above her usual low voice; and her calmness made Kate the more furious, and jump and dance round with passion, repeating, “I’ll never write lies, nor tell lies, for you or anyone; you may kill me, but I won’t!”
“That is enough exposure of yourself, Lady Caergwent,” said her aunt. “When you have come to your senses, and choose to apologize for insulting me, and show me the letter written as I desire, you may come to me.”
And away walked Lady Barbara, as cool and unmoved apparently as if she had been made of cast iron; though within she was as sorry, and hardly less angry, than the poor frantic child she left.
Kate did not fly about now. She was very indignant, but she was proud of herself too; she had spoken as if she had been in a book, and she believed herself persecuted for adhering to old friends, and refusing to adopt fashionable falsehoods, such as she had read of. She was a heroine in her own eyes, and that made her inclined to magnify all the persecution and cruelty. They wanted to shut her up from the friends of her childhood, to force her to be false and fashionable; they had made her naughtier and naughtier ever since she came there; they were teaching her to tell falsehoods now, and to give up the Wardours. She would never never do it! Helpless girl as she was, she would be as brave as the knights and earls her ancestors, and stand up for the truth. But what would they do at her! Oh! could she bear Aunt Barbara’s dreadful set Diana face again, and not write as she was told!